Today was one of those days.
Today I saw Him in his beauty and tasted of a piece of his glory. Every time I see him, it makes me crazy. He is so attractive, so overwhelming and so everything I need. To behold him is all I want to do. When I get a glimps of him like this, I am filled with great desire to die because I know when I leave this mortal shell then and only then will I see in the fullness.
Honestly, when the curtain is pulled back ever so slightly during these times of ultimate ecstacy, all I want is leave this broken and sin-ridden life simply to look upon him. This is what the Psalm talks about when it says, "better is one day than a thousand elsewhere..." I would sell everything I have and move into a mud hut if I could just spend one day with him in his fullness and to think we'll have all eternity.
Seeing God in his beauty is impossible to accurately describe. It is better than the excitement of traveling or riding a roller coaster. It is more gorgeous than the setting sun over the mountaintops of Colorado. It is a greater feeling than the joining of my wife and I in sex. He is without words. He is indescribable.
Even as I write these words, my heart aches and pants for his touch - for just another glimpse of his glory. Oh taste and see that the Lord, he is good!




